*Sigh*...

I should probably stop doing this until the Preliminary tests are over.
I'm just getting anxious about the HSC exams a year too early. I'm going to be honest, I want that year to be as easy as it possibly can be for me, so I don't think I can handle 12units. I'm already dropping business studies, and picking up 4unit English, but that still leaves me with 12 units. I have to decide between dropping Business studies, Music or Biology.

I think what's hard is that I don't exactly have a set goal ,I don't know what I am going to do in the future.
I know I want to be great, But how?

I've been toying with the idea of becoming a teacher but I don't think I would ever be happy with that, though it feels right...ish.
Or maybe a Criminologist, the human mind has always interested me.
A Librarian? It will give me quite a lot of free time which I can use to pursue other interests.

Journalism has been suggested to me a couple of times but it doesn't fit me. Or I don't fit it. I don't think I could ever enjoy it.
I used to want to be a film director but it's too competitive a field and I'm too realistic to go chasing dreams.

I like writing. I mean, my words don't exactly satisfy me, they are not yet good enough, but I enjoy it.
Being a writer full-time would not be realistic at all.

It's hard when you don't have anything to work towards.
I should maybe just worry about the Preliminary exams for now.